"Antimatter!" professor Wladyslaw exclaimed to his astrophysics
class, lifting a messianic finger. "Antimatter, will bore a hole through
the wall.
"Many speculate that the wall is man-made, that it was constructed
when humans first landed on the planet millennia past when our ancestors
had wearied of their journey. Some say that the wall is a natural
phenomena that transects the planet, that the wall itself had prevented
further exploration. Haven't you all wondered what has been kept from us
all these generations? The keys to our once space-traveling species? A
better life? Another world?"
Wladyslaw knew from his observations that the wall, while high,
did not reach the stars though they could be seen reflected against a high
part of the wall at night. Lower down, mud and dirt had accumulated in
layers against the surface of the wall. The wind would sometimes blow areas
clear to reveal a silvery reflective surface. In one such patch,
Wladyslaw once observed an image of himself peering back at him through a
telescope.
The professor spat onto the classroom floor, pressing his greasy
hair back with both hands as if nothing more need be said, then stroked his
long beard. His wild-eyed lectures had drifted from outer space, which
none were permitted to explore, to the wall, which none were permitted to
discuss. Recently, after his wife had pushed out their fifth child-- for
the good of the state-- they were rewarded with a housing
allowance. Wladyslaw chose to build his new house as close as permitted to
the wall and its armed patrols, so he could gaze upon his obsession daily.
His students stared at him petrified-- such questions could get
them all imprisoned. At the end of the lecture students hurried out of the
classroom, looking silently at each other wondering who would be first to
report the professor. Only one student remained.
"Professor, I have completed the design of a small antimatter
generator!" The student, a young man with a stringy beard and pulsing
eyes, shook a piece of paper thick with elaborate drawings. "I have a
working model that you are free to use."
The professor perused the plans, stroking his beard in deep
thought. He looked up, put his arm around the shoulders of the student and
they walked together out of the building to the student's lab. There the
student relinquished the generator enthusiastically.
"Can't I come with you?" The student tugged the professor's arm
excitedly.
"No, I must do this alone." Professor pulled himself free and
hustled out of the lab.
That night Wladyslaw hid the antimatter generator and began
digging towards the wall. The next day, he was placed under house arrest
for his statements in class.
Luba, his wife, surrounded by her children and holding her nursing
infant, screamed at him, "How are you going to support your family now,
professor smarty-pants?" He watched as the reddish birthmark to the right
of his wife's mouth, the mark he once found so attractive, turned livid
purple like a wildflower darkened with cancer.
He stared at his children silently, shook his head and offered no
reply. He knew he was acting for the good of all. He shrugged his
shoulders and descended into the basement locking the door behind him.
Wladyslaw soon lost track of the days. He knew he had little time
before the authorities discovered his plans. Perhaps they had already
arrested the student who had given him the antimatter generator.
Deep in the tunnel lit only by a candle, he scraped away a final
layer of dirt. He was momentarily confused by a brightness of candlelight
reflected back off a flat surface in front of him. An image of himself
stared back now with candle in hand from the other side of the wall. He
placed the palm of his hand against the wall. He could feel a reflected
warmth, with no surface texture whatsoever.
Wasting no time, he dragged the generator from the basement
through the long and narrow tunnel, and positioned it facing the exposed
mercurial wall. A clattering emerged from the tunnel behind him. He
heard the voices of men shouting. They were coming for him.
He activated the untested generator and, muttering a prayer,
closed his eyes. The tunnel rumbled loudly with static pierced by an
electrical whine. The sweet odor of ozone choked him. When he opened his
eyes, the wall was now black as the bottom of an endless well. He launched
himself into this blackness. Feeling something large and warm move past,
he squeezed through his self-created exit.
He pushed through into another tunnel where an antigravity
generator sat, identical to the one he had left behind. Dumbfounded, he
stared back at the wall and confronted his own reflected image again.
Two policemen clambered up the tunnel in front of him, trapping
him between his device and the now impenetrable wall. The first policemen
smashed the generator with a club. They dragged Wladyslaw out of the
tunnel and up the basement stairs.
Luba stood weeping into her hands. The children gathered together
behind her clutching at her legs in fear. Wladyslaw wrestled free of the
officers, pulled Luba's hands aside and kissed her goodbye.
When the men yanked him away, he saw her tear-stained cheeks and
face. Her birthmark, purple and overgrown as before, was now on the left
side of her face. He looked around the room and saw that every doorway and
window was in exact opposite orientation, a mirror image of what it was
before he entered the tunnel.
"I am on the other side! This is the other side!" He exclaimed
excitedly as the two men grappled with his arms. They dragged him out into
the harsh noon. As he screamed for them to let him go, he caught his
reflection on the other side of the wall. There, his counterpart was being
dragged off as he too stared wildly back.
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