Matt crouched beside his mother, crying. She lay so still and no matter
how he shook her, she wouldn’t wake up or answer him. Her eyes were open,
but even when he bent and looked into her face, she didn’t seem to see him.
Alarms shrilled throughout the ship, but the little boy ignored them. He’d
lived on the ship all his life, and all the drills sounded just like this,
even if they had never lasted this long before. Every time they had an
emergency drill, his mother told him everything would be okay. He wanted
her to wake up and hold him in her arms. He wanted to hear her voice and
her soothing words.
But he was afraid that she was mad at him and that’s why she wouldn’t wake
up. When the alarms had started and the captain’s voice had come over the
speakers, she had made him hide beneath some equipment in the engine room.
If he flattened down on his belly, he could just slide into the spot she
pointed to. "Don’t come out, no matter what, okay sweetie?" she had said.
"Do you understand mommy? You must hide until Daddy or I come get you."
But no one had come to get him. He had felt the ship shake and heard the
loud booms. He had put his hands over his ears and screwed his eyes shut.
Then later, from his hiding spot, he had seen mommy fall on the floor and go
to sleep. He had waited and waited for her to get up, but she had not
moved. He waited for his dad to come, but daddy hadn’t come either. And
the whole time the alarms kept wailing, and the temperature on the ship got
hotter.
Now he pushed at mommy’s arm again and begged her not to be mad at him
anymore.
A voice spoke behind him and he turned his head.
A lady stood at the entrance to the engine room. She looked kind of like
mommy, but she wore green and her hair was long and her face was like a
kitty cat’s, all fuzzy and whiskered. He had never seen her before, and he
thought he had known everybody on the ship. She held something in her hand.
Maybe she, too, was mad that he had left his hiding place. He started to
crawl back towards the equipment, but the lady made a worried sound.
Matt stopped and looked back. She put the thing in her hand away and
crouched down on the floor. Now, she was no taller than he. She said
something, something low and soft, and he thought of mommy, how she made him
feel better sometimes just with her voice. He didn’t understand what the
lady said, but he liked her voice. He stopped crying and watched her.
She said something again and held out her hand to him. Her hand was like
her face – fuzzy, with claws on the tips of her fingers. She really was
like a kitty cat. He laughed, and she nodded at him. Daddy did that
sometimes, too, when he liked what Matt was doing. Matt took a step towards
the lady.
She kept her hand out and wiggled her fingers, gesturing him closer. Her
voice murmured on and on, gently, soothingly.
He took another step. Maybe she could help make mommy wake up. Grownups
knew how to do that kind of thing.
A man’s voice called into the engine room. The lady muttered something and
turned to look down the corridor.
Matt backed up and knelt down behind mommy as a big man came up behind the
lady. His face was fuzzy, too, but his voice was not nice, not gentle. The
lady stood, pointed at Matt, and said something back to the fuzzy man. Her
voice was not soft and low anymore either. She sounded like mommy when she
argued with daddy.
The man gestured her to come with him and she hesitated, looking back
towards Matt. She knelt down once more and held out her hand to Matt. She
was talking to him again, in her soft voice, but now she sounded like mommy
when she wanted him to hurry. He sat up and looked at the lady, then back
at his mom, sleeping beside him. The lady wanted him to come with her, he
could tell, but his mommy wouldn’t like that, even if the lady was very
nice. And he couldn’t understand what she was saying. He just wanted mommy
to wake up and take care of him.
The man said something angrily then walked back down the corridor.
The lady sighed and stood up. She asked him something, her voice raising
at the end of her sentence. When he didn’t answer, she sighed again,
turned, and started walking away.
Matt started crying again as the fuzzy lady left. He wiped his nose on his
suit sleeve, and turned back to his mother. She was the only one who wouldn
’t leave him. He snuggled on the floor next to her, pushed his back up
against her stomach and pulled her arm down over him. She was his mommy.
She would take care of him. That’s what mommies were for.
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