* * *
The next day she found out he was dead.
“Kicked in the head by a mule,” a boy informed her at
the market, “Never woke up again. Died shortly before
the moon rose.”
“A pity,” he added after a moment, perhaps seeing her
distraught face. “Master says he was a most regular
supplier of the beasts.”
Mary agreed with him that it was indeed a great pity,
and was surprised by how her voice sounded so steady.
She left the market early that day, not dallying to
talk with the other wives as was her habit.
Gabriel was dead.
She managed to keep the flood of tears at bay until
she was in the privacy of her own house. There
surrounded by blank clay walls that were uncaring of
her tears like she had been uncaring of Joseph’s
feelings she plunged into a well of grief and despair
and anger at Gabriel for leaving her.
What was she going to do now?
How was she going to tell Joseph?
He had never laid a hand on her- she couldn’t pass it
off as his- but then what was she to do?
Over and over her thoughts ran in a twisting circle
until finally she settled on a solution. It was
perhaps not that plausible and would require a large
amount of acting ability, but given Joseph’s fervent
belief in that heathen god of his, it just might work.
* * *
It helped that she had been crying for most of the
day- by the time Joseph returned home in the late
afternoon hours, it was not necessary to supply fresh
tears; her eyes were red enough.
She rstartlementment in Joseph’s brown eyes as she
flung himself into his arms the moment he opened the
door but after one look at her face he wrapped his
arms tighter around her.
“What happened?” He asked of her in low reassuring
tones and though fresh tears were not needed Mary
found herself shedding them into his chest anyway, for
the foreknowledge of what her words would do to him.
Would do to both of them, if he believed her.
“It was so terrible, so beautiful and so terrible,”
she sobbed into his chest.
One larcallousedused hand left her back and began to
stroke her hair.
“What was?” Her husband asked calmly.
She tilted her head back so that she could look into
his eyes, so that he would believe her next words.
“An angel.” She told him, remembering suddenly the
word he used to describe the messengers of his god.
“It-he appeared and told me that I would bear your
god’s child.”
“His name was Gabriel,” she added, deciding at the
last moment to put a bit of truth into the lie.
Gabriel would like to be referred to as a messenger of
a god, she decided, wrapped in the shelter of her
husband’s arms.
He might even find it funny.
Her lie complete, she allowed herself to be soothed by
Joseph’s touch, wondering only in passing what kind of
impact her alleged god-born child would have on the
world.
x x x
|
Read more Flash Fiction? Chat about this story on our BBS? Or, Back to the Front Page? |