It was time for my regular check-up. Sitting in the
doctor’s office it had been nine years since the
accident after the September 11th massacre. I was not
in it, but lost a lot of blood in a freeway collision.
The lack of donated blood forced me to get a
transfusion from a close friend. A year later he find
out he was AIDS positive. I cannot really explain the
euphoria destroyed on that day. I caught it in time
to live a much longer life. Unfortunately I caught a
cold and now have another six months to live.
Dr. Mercy walks into the room looking down at her
clipboard and states, “Stan, there is a new experiment
that can save your life.” Smiling sincerely I had a
hard time believing it. “You will need to travel out
of state. Your insurance will cover it. It is up to
you to participate. You can decide to back out at
anytime. I can’t tell you much about it, except it is
guaranteed to save your life.”
A little confused I stuttered, “Wh - what do I have to
lose?”
I went into a trance after signing the papers and
awoke in a small town in North Dakota. A man in a
white lab coat paced, before all of us. Twelve people
had also agreed to join the experiment, three women
and nine men total. I knew I was going live to be an
old man, though the technical procedures were all
medical jargon and did not make sense to me.
It had been about two weeks of lab tests. In our
morning discussion we would talk about our feelings.
For the last two weeks, since I got here, haunting
dreams of aliens asking me questions about myself
preoccupied my mind. My new friend Crystal finished
talking and I was next. Dr. Black asked me, “How are
you feeling today, Stan?”
Sitting in the chair rubbing my hands I reply, “I have
been having strange dreams since I got here. After
the lights turn off it is like the door opens to my
private room and an alien stands in front of me. It
speaks English and asks me questions about myself.
It’s probably the situation. The dreams are making me
feel uneasy about the whole experiment.” Looking up
at everyone, they all look stunned. The whole room
was silent until the doctor excused all of us.
Lights out again and it felt like I would explode. My
whole body tingled and I could not sleep. For at
least two hours, I stared at the ceiling. I must have
fallen asleep without knowing it. The alien stood in
the room again, just like in the dreams. It said in a
calm voice, “Hi Stan, how are you?” It was just a
dream. “As you have guessed the technology to cure
you is more advance than what modern scientists know
conceive; I am sorry. There is no going back now.
Tomorrow the doctors will explain. Go to sleep now.”
The team of doctors met with all of us. Dr. Black the
resident psychologist got up to speak. “This may seem
unconventional however, we are out of options. This
place has been in operation since 1993. The first
volunteers were strictly military. You can lead a
normal life however; with this knowledge you must stay
here. There are over five hundred people here, more
than enough to live a happy life.”
If it was not already enough, he continued to speak.
“First all of your memories will be moved to an
Artificial Intelligence chip. Then all of your tissue
will be surgically removed to prevent further
contamination. We can salvage your bones with a
marrow transplant. For a short time you will be like
a cybernetic skeleton. You will have full movement,
until your new tissue can be grown. You will look
totally normal in the end and even be able to have
children. Is there any questions?”
It was as though I was a cancer patient and they
explained chemotherapy. Perhaps the doctor meant that
after eight-teen years, the procedure was now
conventional.
We got up and went on like usual. It was too unreal.
I am waiting for my new body. Riding my bicycle to
the lake always gives me inspiration.
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